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Walang Pamagat…. November 3, 2007

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Matagal tagal na rin na panahon…. ng huli akong dumalaw sa aking blog… haaaaaaaay kay dami na nangyari sa akin… daming naganap….. naroon ng nagpapayat ako…. uminom ng Apple cider…. hindi kumain ng tatlong araw…. sa ngayon…. hindi na po ako nakain ng kanin….. haay…. ulit….. kay lupit naman ng ganitong sistema…. pero…cge na nga gagawin ko alang alang na rin sa sarili ko…

Sa panahon na hindi ko din pagsusulat…naroon ng sumabog ang glorietta…. alam ba ninyong muntik na akong pumunta doon… para lang maghanap ng pesteng charger na winala ng aming kasambahay… buti na lang may kung anong hindi na ako nakatuloy… kundi…. forever na hindi na ako makakapagsulat sa blog na ito….

At bakit nga ba ako nandito sa blog ko ngayon….ah ewan… basta ang feel ko… ang diwa ko ay buhay…. may kung anong ngit-ngit ang pumapaimbuyog sa kalaliman ng aking kalooban…. “syet” ang lalim naman nun… bumubula na ata ang bibig ko… pero hindi naman…. feel ko lang gumamit ng malalalim na salita….sing lalim ng sama ng loob ko na pilit gustong kumawala….sa aking dibdib at isipan….

haaaaaaaaaaay….. isa pang buntong hininga… at isa pa….. sana sa pag tikatik ko ng aking keyboard….kasabay nito ang pag alis ng sama ng loob na nasa aking kaloob looban…. kung bakit ba naman…. ang pinaghirapan kong card….. pinagawa ba naman ako ng card….pinag paguran ko…. pinag ukulan ko ng oras at panahon….at idea…. tapos bigla lang babalewalain….. at ang sama pa nito…. may design na pala na pinagawa iba…. at sa akin pa ipa pa print…..

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tama ba akong magwala…. o hindi…..???? cge nga… sa tingin ninyo… napaka babaw ba ng dahilan ko….. para hindi mainis….. haaaaay!! ilang linggo akong hindi nagsulat….. kay daming magagandang idea…. na dapat isulat…. madaming love letters na pwedeng isulat…. madaming kantang….feel ko pag sinulat ko that time….e tatabo at papatok sa radyo….. kaso hindi ko sinulat……

at ngayon…. heto pa ang aking sinulat……haaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! anyway…. salamat ng marami…aking blog…. kung wala ka… paano na… kanino pa ako maglalabas ng sama ng loob…. ikaw ang nagsilbing stress reliever ko….. salamat talaga….

syanga pala… may naging kaibigan ako… sya si Jhammy…. o sabi nya… Aboo…. kaso hindi yata yon ang spelling…hehehe ah basta… bigla ko lang naisip ngayon.. at bigla akong natawa…kasi nga nakakata siya….

salamat…hanggang sa muli…. eman!

OBSTACLES THAT MUST BE PURSUED October 1, 2007

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Life comes with obstacles. Obstacles that must be pursued. No matter how rough the obstacle. You will succeed by trying your best. Failure does not exist if you try. Taking “one day at a time.” You cannot change the past; the best is yet to come. The present is now, focus and work on the present. Success will follow in the future.

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THE BIRTH OF AN ANGEL : A mother’s feelings for her new born child. October 1, 2007

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A baby’s mind and heart are innocent and pure.A baby’s love is freely given.A baby represents the freedom of hope, love and joy.
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A baby’s mind and heart are innocent and pure.A baby’s love is freely given.A baby represents the freedom of hope, love and joy.During my nine months of pregnancy thoughts ran through your mind, “I wonder what you will look like,how it will feel to caress you in my arms,the physical changes that will take place each month. There is so much I don’t know, and yet I already know that I will love you with all my heart. It starts out like the flutter of a butterfly’s wings… and I smile as my heart fills up with love and joy because I know you’re moving around inside of me. I can’t wait to meet you… to kiss you… to hold you in my arms…to let you know that you’ll always be safe and loved with me. I can’t wait to be your mommy. When I’m singing you a lullaby,rocking you to sleep, or watching your little hand wrap around my finger. I’m so glad you’re here, so I can give you all the love in my heart that I’ve saved for you. One minute, your awake and the next minute your sound asleep. What do babies dream about? My dreams are about my children and my husband that I love dearly with all my heart and soul. I want to be able to provide my children with everything they’ll ever want and need. All I need is to see the smiles on their face. Their smiles of joy give me all I need. Life is meaningless, if you can’t share it with the ones you love. The bond between mother and child is stronger than you could imagine. It’s unbreakable. A child’s love for their parents lasts forever. I never knew that a child was able of opening your eyes to see the world in a whole different light. I never knew that a child could show me how to live my childhood all over again. When you say, “Mama” my heart melts. One day you’ll leave my arms when you learn how to crawl, so you explore the world around you. Then you’ll come back to me, so I can take care of you,to love you and to make all your worries and boo boo’s go away. One day my baby will grow up and I will have to let my child go,but your child will always love you and carry their love and memories in their hearts forever.

Welcome Zakhie…. bring joy to everyones heart specially to your parents….

SA TUWING UMUULAN! September 30, 2007

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Madilim na langit, malamig na hangin, tunog ng pagbagsak ng ulan, at pag-iisa.

Sapat na ang mga yan para paganahin pareho ang utak at puso ko para magsulat. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ako ginaganahang magsulat kapag malakas ang tikatik ng ulan sa bubong namin. Nagkataon lang siguro na nagkakasabay ang kusang pagpupumilit ng utak ko na gumana para naman hindi maging katawa-tawa at may pagka senti ang sinusulat ko, kasabay ng pagbuhos ng ulan ginigising niya ang mga emosyon na hindi ko sinasadyang maipon.

Kapag ganitong tag-ulan, natural lang na malamig. Natural lang din na maraming tao ang nilalamig, literal man o figurative. Merong mga naghahanap ng taong makakayakap, at meron din nung mga naghahanap lang ng kumot na panlaban sa ginaw. Sadya nga talagang nagiging romantiko ang mga tao kapag tag-lamig, at may kanya-kanyang dahilan ang bawat isa para ipaliwanag ang pagiging emosyonal.

Ako yung tipo ng tao na natutuwa pag umuulan lalo na kapag sobrang lakas. Sabi ng mga kaibigan ko e hindi daw dapat ako ganoon dahil maraming mga sakuna ang nangyayari kapag bumabagyo. Siguro nga may punto sila doon, pero hindi siguro sapat yun para pigilin ang kasiyahan ko. naisip ko lang kasi, wala namang masama kung gugustuhin kong bumagyo dahil hindi naman ako ang nag-uutos kung magkakaroon man o hinde. depende na siguro sa bawat isa kung ano ang tingin niya sa mga nangyayari sa kanya at sa paligid niya. pero kahit anong gawin mo para kontrahin ang pagdating ng ulan, darating yon kung meron talaga.

“Negative Ion Phenomena” – ito ay isang pangyayari kung saan ang mga higher-than-normal concentrations ng negative ion ay nabubuo, na nagdudulot ng relaxation sa katawan at nakakapagpabuti ng kalusugan. kadalasan itong nangyayari sa mga lugar na malapit sa mga matubig na lugar kagaya ng dagat at mga lugar na wala masyadong polusyon. kung may kinalaman nga ito sa pagiging “mushy” ng maraming tao tuwing tag-ulan e hindi ko alam.

Bukod sa “mushiness”, marami ang nakakaramdam ng kakaibang kalungkutan kapag umuulan. May sariling dahilan ang bawat isa para dito. at kadalasan nagdudulot ito ng hindi inaasahang pagbalik ng mga ala-alang inakala nila ay naibaon na. pagkatapos sariwain ang mapait na nakaraan, magpapatuloy ito sa pag-isip naman ng mga problema sa kasalukuyan. tuloy-tuloy lang yun, domino effect.

Sisikat din ang araw pagkatapos ng ulan”. Gasgas na sa pandinig ng karamihan sa atin, pero epektibong payo para sa mga pinanghihinaan ng loob pagdating sa problema. Nakakatawang isipin na minsan e nawiwindang tayo na humanap ng paraan para matulungan ang isang kaibigan, pero ang tanging kailangan lang pala nila ay kaunting mga salita na magpapakita at magpaparamdam sa kanila na mayroon silang masasandalan, na mayroon silang karamay, na may makakausap sila,na may nakakaintindi ng nararamdaman nila, na hindi pala sila nag-iisa.

Umuulan ngayon.
Pero tahimik ang mga kaibigan ko.ulan

Sabi nila, Dapat lagi kang lumalaban. Dapat daw hindi ka sumusuko, Para lang daw sa mga mahihina yon. dahil kapag pinagpatuloy mo daw na labanan ang problema, mananalo ka rin at makikita mo ang solusyon. at mas malalasap mo ang tagumpay dahil alam mong ipinaglaban mo iyon.

Pero hindi sa lahat ng oras ay mayroong solusyon ang mga problema. dahil para sa akin, baliktad sa paniniwala ng marami, dumarating ang solusyon kung talagang mayroon at hindi ito nakukuha sa pagpupumilit kung talaga namang wala. Kung minsan, ang tanging paraan lang para malampasan yon e ang palampasin din ang oras. hayaang mangyari ang mangyayari at hayaang hilumin ng panahon ang mga sugat. Dahil hindi sa lahat ng oras ay mayroon tayong dalang payong. Masakit o mahirap man aminin, may mga pagkakataon na talagang wala tayong ibang magagawa kundi ang manahimik at maghintay. umupo sa isang sulok at umasa kahit na walang kasiguraduhan kung titila nga ba ang ulan. dahil hindi lahat ng laban e kaya nating ipanalo, matutulak tayo upang alamin ang sarili nating mga limitasyon. at malalaman natin na minsan e mas maayos ang mangyayari kung marunong tayong sumuko, kahit na sa tingin natin e hindi yun ang pinakamagandang paraan.

Kapag nagawa mong tanggapin ang pagkatalo, hindi ka mahinang tao.

 

Wala na ngang ulan pero madilim pa rin ang langit

 

At basang-basa pa rin ako hanggang ngayon.

“The first time I saw you ty
You were standing in the rain
There was something about you
That made me look again
The way that you let the rain
Fall down on you
The way that you smile
When your eyes met mine”
————Wiseguys, The First Time I Saw You

THE CORRS UNPLUGGED September 29, 2007

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Taking you one step closer…… see them perform to the fullest….

MY LYF WITH SEX September 27, 2007

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Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him “Rover” or “Spot”. I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog’s license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, “I would like to have one too!” Then I said, “But she is a dog!” He said he didn’t care what she looked like. I said, “You don’t understand… I have had Sex since I was nine years old.” He replied, “You must have been quite a strong boy.” When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, “But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex.” He said he didn’t want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.maegan

When my wife and I went on our honeymoon, I took the dog with me. When we checked into the motel, I told the clerk that I wanted a room for me and my wife and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the motel is a place for sex. I said, “You don’t understand. … Sex keeps me awake at night.” The clerk said, “Me too!”

One day I entered Sex in a contest. But before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just looking around. I told him that I was going to have Sex in the contest. He said that I should have sold my own tickets. “You don’t understand,” I said, “I hoped to have Sex on TV.” He called me a show off.

When my wife and I separated, we went to court to fight for custody of the dog. I said, “Your Honor, I had Sex before I was married but Sex left me after I was married.” The Judge said, “Me too!”

Last night Sex ran off again. I spent hours looking all over for her. A cop came over and asked me what I was doing in the alley at 4 o’clock in the morning. I said, “I’m looking for Sex.” – My case comes up next Thursday.

Well now I’ve been thrown in jail, been divorced and had more dang troubles with that dog than I ever foresaw. Why just the other day when I went for my first session with the psychiatrist, she asked me, “What seems to be the trouble?” I replied, “Sex has been my best friend all my life but now it has left me for ever. I couldn’t live any longer so lonely.” and the doctor said, “Look mister, you should understand that sex isn’t a man’s best friend so get yourself a dog.”

PINOY POEM September 27, 2007

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Thing none knew see in die pacman
Who bought, who bad
The hill key none taught see in die
Last fog see in die

Fog must done knew see who one
Thin knee tea gas sun
Cash sea see in die
Who bought, who bad
Bull ball money peace.

In knee love bus knee who one
Dean act money in die
Key knee league see who one
The hill be not tea knee in die
Knee love as son see who one
Be thin see in die!

D PAYNFUL TRUTH September 25, 2007

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Life is what you make it and you hold your own future. With the help from up above and your determinIMG 2575ation to have a happy and simple life will surely make things a lot easier.

In my case, it was not easy to embraced life’s imperfection. I always have this perfect picture of my family when I was a lot younger. I used to think that I’ve got everything I wanted and that life is a bed of roses but everything becomes blurry when I started seeing the other side of life.

As I grow older, everything is clear. We all have to go through what I call “The Circle of Life”. Facing life’s imperfections is a big challenge for me because I am too coward to accept the fact that life doesn’t always play wonderful music, it can go out of tune sometimes.

Slowly but surely I am getting there. I am getting used to the idea that problems will always be there, it will not go away unless you face them with all your heart. Running away from your problems or creating a perfect scenario of your life will not make things easier it can only make things worst.

When life is at its worst, all I have to do is stop, breath, and pray then I am fine.

The Best weight Loss Recepe and the Magic of Apple Cider Vinegar September 25, 2007

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The Magic of Apple Cider Vinegar

The Cleanse…

apple cider vinegar (1/2 cup),
juice of two fresh squeezed lemons,
maple syrup (to taste), and
cayenne pepper (as much as you can stand) is a great weight loss combo…..

Go on a fast for one day, only sip this “lemonade” the second day, only liquids and this lemonade the third day, chicken noodle soup and the lemonade (or cabbage soup) the fourth day — add fresh veggies, not carrots. And the fifth day, one regular meal and the lemonade, and you can be anywhere from 10 to 15 pounds thinner, and feel great!

I used to weigh 289 pounds, I now weigh 135 pounds… and no one believes I am soon to be 47 years old… I also give my hubby the same thing, but substitute black molasses for the honey as he is pre-diabetic. Gives him instant energy and helps him digest his meals and he feels less sluggish,… I love ACV!!!”

Guys, Give it a try….. only for a week!!!! just for a week…. and see the difference….. its for your own health…..

The Healing Power of Water September 24, 2007

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The Wonders of water… Amazing! But True! Find out for yourself.

6 glasses of water (1.5 liters). Without spending on medicine, tablets, injections, diagnosis, Doctor fees, etc., just by drinking pure water, the following diseases will be cured. You can never believe before practising.

Diseases cured by Drinking water:
1. Headache
2. Blood Pressure/Hyper Tension
3. Anemia (Blood Shortage)
4. Rheumatism (Pain in joints/muscles)
5. General Paralysis
6. Obesity
7. Arthritis
8. Sinusitis
9. Tachycardia
10. Giddiness11. Cough (Khansi)
12. Asthma
13. Bronchitis
14. Pulmonary Tuberculosis (T.B.)
15. Meningitis
16. Kidney stones
17. Urogenital disease
18. Hyper-acidity
19. Gastroenteritis
20. Dysentery
21. Rectal Piodapse
22. Constipation (Kabj)
23. Hostorthobics
24. Diabetes (Madhumeh)
25. Eye diseases
26. Ophthalmic Haemorrage & Ophthalmia (reddish eye)
27. Irregular Menstruation
28. Leukemia (white Blood)
29. Uterine cancer
30. Breast cancer
31. Laryngitis

How to do this water therapy?

1. Early morning after you get up from bed (without even brushing your teeth) drink 1.50 liters of water i.e., 5 to 6 glasses. Better to premeasure 1.50 liters of water. Let us all know that our ancestors termed this therapy as “Usha Paana Chikitsa”. You may wash your face thereafter.

2. Here it is very essential to note that nothing else, neither drinks nor solid food of any sort should be taken within 1 hour before and after drinking these 1.50 liters of water.

3. It is also to be strictly observed that no alcoholic drinks should be taken the previous night.

4. If required, boiled and filtered water may be used for this purpose. Is it possible to drink 1.50 liters of water at one time? To begin with, one may find it difficult to drink 1.50 liters of water at one time, but one will get used to it gradually. Initially, while practising you may drink four glasses first and the balance two glasses after a gap of two minutes. Initially you may find the necessity to urinate 2 to 3 times within an hour, but it will become normal after sometime.

By research and experience, the following diseases are observed to be cured with this therapy within the indicated days as below:

Constipation 1 day
Acidity 2 days
Diabetes 7 days
BP & Hypertension 4 weeks
Cancer 4 weeks
Pulmonary TB 3 months.

Note: It is advised that persons suffering from A rthritis or Rheumatism should practise this therapy thrice a day, i.e., morning, midday and night, 1 hours before meals – for one week; and twice a day subsequently till the disease is cured.

How does pure water act?

Consuming ordinary drinking water by the right method purifies the human body. It renders the colon more effective by forming new fresh blood, known in medical terms as Haematopaises. That the mucousal folds of the colon and intestines are activated by this method, is an undisputed fact, just as the theory that the mucousal fold produces new fresh blood. If the colon is cleaned then the nutrients of the food taken several times a day will be absorbed and by the action of the mucousal folds they are turned into fresh blood. The blood is all-important in curing ailments and restoring health, and for this water should be consumed in a regular pattern. We make an earnest request that the above method should be read and practised carefully. Please spread this message to your friends, relatives and neighbour it is a great service to the cause of humanity.

Now that you have read the above and if you wish to follow the plan, make sure you get only the best water. PLS. PAST THIS ON!!!